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sterces7
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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Sometimes glass glitters more than diamonds because it has more to prove. -Terry Pratchett
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Sometimes I wonder why I try.  

The only motivation I have to draw is for affection from others; glory; yet I can't seem to get that.
DeviantArt has destroyed any hope I have of getting noticed, unless I take up some weird obscure genre of art just to hit the front page with ease.

I don't really improve due to going months without putting pencil to paper. It's a vicious cycle. My imagination has been snuffed out by reality and the only way I can get myself to keep going is fan art, because people will ALWAYS flock to the recognizable, and it's little mental effort on my end to execute.  

Any time I submit something that genuinely means everything to me, it's possibly the LEAST noticed. 

On top of all of this, at the very least I beg for feedback and get none here, so I humiliate myself by posting to the lowlife imgurians, and bias facebook friends.  Teachers hate my artwork, it's too "illustrative"... 
I work full time in retail surrounded by constant reminders that I'm far better than any of it, and deserve better after everything I've been through.

Yet here I am. Typing out one last sigh to the public web. Not that anybody will see it.

I want purpose.
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  • Reading: A Simple Plan

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NARNlA Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2015
from imgur, i love your art omg
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CelineDGD Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015
Hello there awesome stranger. :3 *I clicked on the random deviant button. ;)*
I am only passing by to spread the love. <3

You are beautiful and important, no matter what people say. <3 And never forget, when you feel useless, remember that you are someone else's reason to smile and to love life. <3 So thank you for existing, gorgeous. :love:

Have a hug too. :hug:

Have a wonderful day/evening/night. :3
Sincerely, CelineDGD,
Happy Helper of the Happy-Squad
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Ui-Azuma Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday c:
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AivaBlue Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014
hey, thanks for the llama, you made it into an albino llamaXD how have you been? I see you uploaded some new drawings. your traditional art is really great. I also improved a little bit till the competition drawing. keep up the good work sterces^^
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sterces7 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hiii~!  Yeah I saw your 49 llamas and knew I had to give you one. I had to be that person. *flex*

I love that ahri you drew *.*

Are you joining the polycount contest? www.polycount.com/riotcontest2…

I'm gonna try the illustration thing. I've really been slacking on my art, just drawing lazy things! I need a challenge!
You keep up the good work too :)
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AivaBlue Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2014
haha, I hoped so much that it would evolve somehow and today it finally happenedXD

thank you so much:) it really took me a while for that. and honestly I think I was never so proud of one of my drawings as nowXD

I wanted to join it so badly but now my shedule is so tight because of university I can't really take time for that:/ I wish you good luck for that. hopefully you win again!
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MayuMerisiel Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2014
ty for the fav :D (Big Grin) 
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Lovely-Watson Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Can we art trade?
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Yutaan Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Professional Artisan Crafter
Happy birthday! ^_^
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Ui-Azuma Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday
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